What's Your Cup of Pee?
A Glimpse in The life of a Femdom Fetishist
“Dear Mistress,
I am a full toilet meaning I will consume all piss, shit and ……”.
Receiving an email like this to the average person would be grotesquely insulting, but to me this is just another desperate plea of false servitude from a depraved submissive or another weak minion for me to add to my collection of fetish addicts. My name is Goddess Trinidy (my stage name of course) and I am a Femdom Fetishist. Most of you who are reading this probably know what that is, but to the few of you that do not it is a female dominant that incorporates fetishes into the BDSM services they provide. With that being said, I receive these types of emails and messages on a daily basis. As an adolescent and teen I was always intrigued by porn. I have always had a mental obsession with sex and its power. At a young age I realized how much control a female possesses over a male with just her essence of sex; without having to engage in any type of sexual intercourse. Knowing this I always tended to be the dominant one in any relationship that I had it just seemed natural. At the time I did not understand the world of BDSM that is dominant/submissive & slave/master relationships but I soon would learn.
My first experience with BDSM and Fetishes came about 3 years ago during the summer of 2012. I was experimenting with different webcam modeling sites in order to make some extra money when I came across an article that was written by a fetish PSO (phone sex operator). She elaborated on the type of work that she did and how phone sex was not obsolete and how its becoming more popular among fetishists especially femdoms (financial dominatrix). The idea of being a phone sex operator was my first option prior to webcamming due to its versitility, but as she elaborated more and more on what she actually did as a Femdom she began to peak my interest and from that day forward I began my journey into the world of Female Domination.
Female Domination pumped full of your deboucharous sadistic Fetishes; sounds wickedly delicious. Well to those that rather indulge in a little BDSM versus Vanilla porn this is just what the domme ordered lol…. Because we are all different no one person is turned on in the same manner as the next, we all are aroused by different things. Some of us become aroused by sensual touches, words or seeing others nude engaging in sexual acts. This is what society would deem as the norm, but there is a closeted percentage of the population that aren’t aroused by this mainstream porn and this is where I come in and dominate. There are so many different types of Fetishes I would be here for hours if I had to name them all, but some popular ones that I will elaborate on are: foot, verbal humiliation and financial domination. These 3 tend to be very common amongst the fetish community. To an outsider who doesn’t understand the sexual arousal or mindcontrol a fetish has over an individual it may seem absurd, but “do not judge one because they indulge differently in their sexual appetite”.
What is it about the feet that sexually arouses and tantalizes the male (or female) hormones and drive him crazy. Is it the natural untamed scent of a womans sweaty feet that sends the blood rushing to his manhood causing a standing ovation or is it the smooth roundness of her heals and arching of the feet that makes him explode. Maybe it’s the thrill of being forced to lick and worship a womans feet whether their filthy, sweaty or clean. Whatever your foot muse may be there is another ready to indulge in your fantasy. I myself love foot fetishes and foot worship sessions. These types of sessions normally involve some type of verbal humiliation along with the submissive worshiping my feet by getting on their knees and praying to my feet or me verbally telling them how they should lick my feet and how I like them cleaned. All of my foot sessions are virtual for I am an online domme. I also make foot fetish clips that involve different foot fetish fantasies. Many of these clips produced are my own original ideas but I do feature other clips that are customs requested by my viewers. So the next time you see a pair of sweaty stinky feet don’t say ewww open up and say ahhhhh.
“You’re a filthy maggot beneath my feet, your existance is worthless with out me”. What the F^^k..... Yes, this is what most of you are thinking, verbal humiliation goes deeper than just the superficial words that are spoken. Let’s take a look at the psychology of humiliation to a submissive. By nature submissives or people that consider themselves bottoms tend to be passive individuals that are erotically stimulated by demeaning acts or words. Humiliation is not only verbal, as I previously stated; it encompasses a range of paraphilia, including foot fetish, shoe fetish, body worship, spanking, bondage, and other BDSM fetish play. So what is so sexually arousing about being humiliated you may ask. Well, its the feeling of being vulnerable and helpless that sexually excites the person. Humiliation stimulates the same brain regions that are associated with pain and since pain is a stimulation this feeling arouses the individual and is normally coupled with some type of sexual stimulation that compliments the experience. The ending result is an addictive euphoric experience that’s painfully pleasurable. Most people who enjoy this type of fetish may want to indulge in roleplay that is completely opposite from their daily roles. Most are naturally dominant and fantasize about being humiliated or forced to conduct demeaning acts while others may have some underlying eroticism about humiliation due to experience or even some childhood experience. Whatever the sexual stimulant that humiliation arouses there is a growing demand for this type of BDSM fetish.
Financial Domination
I’m not going to go much into depth about this newly rather expensive fetish but Financial Domination entails just what its name says which is dominating by financial servitude. For more information about Finacial Domination or Findoms read my blog post “The Misunderstanding Of Financial Domination”
*If you would like to request a custom clip by me Goddess Trinidy you may:
- Request a custom at IWantClips
- Request a custom at Customs4U
Until Next Time, May Your Pain Be My Pleasure!
Goddess Trinidy
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